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Sunday, May 02, 2010*
Mobile Post
hey there!
this will be my very first time posting via my cell phone ^_^ *laughs* well, i just wanna say it's pretty hot tonight. i can't really sleep~ but i'll still try. school at 10am later. can't stay Up too long!
Taa~
Those simple words to understand at~~8:57 AM
Friday, April 16, 2010*
A Little of More
A very good afternoon to everyone =)
I woke up pretty early today, well, in preparation for the "new year" heh heh. But I did had some procrastination going before really getting my ass out of bed, to clear the mess that has been piling over the months~ And also after much threats from the brother and the naggings of the father. Since it's the Father's birthday tmr, and it's about time I start to clean my room; I managed to settle 3/4 of it. The last quarter are all my clothes, I guess I have to get rid of those long-time-nvr-use and really really organise my wardrobe.
Yellow by Coldplay is playing right now on my iPod, really suitable for this kinda weather. Sunny but not, windy at times, drizzles when it wants to.
Well, when I feel the need to rant about things, I'll come by again!
"It was all yellow~"
Those simple words to understand at~~11:35 PM
Saturday, March 20, 2010*
Wow.
I found my hidden blog, and I guess I shall let it be seen.
I didn't know my diction was quite good.
The last entry made was like in 2005, 5 years back?
Woah.
Haha. Well, I've got another space that I can rant on!
I'm turning 21 this year too, see ya around! ^_^
Those simple words to understand at~~4:36 AM
Thursday, August 18, 2005*
Left Me Unberbual'd
-maths mock exam-
-Izzad commented my hairstyle is style-
-Ms Lai praised me for my speed in POA-
-Bai treat me as rival to compete in POA-
-Aqmar told me Zie is her Cuz, she just found out-
-Bodyslam's treatment towards me is Irky-
-Shikin [sec 3 netballer] is actually a nice-smiley girl whom I thought was some stuckup-
-Hilmi's Hairstyle blowed me away, positively and negatively-
-Just found out my brother's new hairstyle in school-
-Anas and Isa didn't get A1 for Malay Lang. O Level-
-Zizie's change of behaviour >from potential energy to kinetic energy<-
-Jay Chou's Charms-
I'm amazed, what can I say?
"Bukan Bodoh, Kurang Pandai Ajer."
Those simple words to understand at~~4:33 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005*
Tahukah Anda?
Do you know that...
I am so happy right now, that nothing can ever decipher this very emotion?
Haha. Believe it.
-Happiness.
Those simple words to understand at~~7:23 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005*
Chi Gei
Listening To Edison, spouting out his raps.
He sounds cool. I wish I understood him, but too bad.
Fortunately, the music's nice.
Oh well, it's done by Jay anyway, so I like it.
It's about war.
The never ending problem people face nowadays.
Wonder when it will end, God Knows.
Those tight atmosphere, crying toddlers everywhere.
People stabbing each other, hitting on each other.
police tried to barricade, tried to stop.
Nonetheless, nothing could stop those fiery emotions.
I am lucky enough to be living in Singapore, although we are prone to major attacks.
These major attacks could bring about the worst-case scenarios ever had in History.
We're small, but we are strong, coz public is transparent to the Government.
Together as one we would be able to counter any possibilities to bring us down.
No. Why must they bring us down? Just because we are Pro-US?
Well we need other countries for World Peace Collaboration, don't we?
Some people follow their emotions too much.
Some just couldn't care less.
Bo-Chap, people would say.
Some tried hard to suffer for the country, some even sacrificed their time.
Hmm. I wonder what would happen in 20 years' time?
20 + 16 = 36 years old Me.
I hope, Singapore would continue to survive by then.
Go Singapore, I have faith in you.
Those simple words to understand at~~9:28 PM
She is my lady.
Everytime, she don't care what others say about her.
I know she is my lady.
The only person that can get connected to me.
She is my lady.
She understands me too much.
Love is successful if a pure love is undefined.
It's all in the mind.
The most wonderful memories that I have is all with her.
Lately I have been missing the times.
And she is now far from my eyes.
I only get to see her smile in those pictures of the past.
And when I reminisce it back, tears start rolling down.
i tried to stay in disguise.
When the time returned to me.
She is there, waiting.
The opened arms that I see.
The sweet-smelling perfume she always have on.
I could sense her presence.
Running towards her, to find nothing.
But those frangipanis, those crimson ground.
Those birds chirping, the serene hounds.
They can never be disquised anymore.
Those tears I adore.
Those tears made my eyes sore.
I pray for her eternity, hoping that she prays for me.
I am not alone.
Those simple words to understand at~~6:28 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005*
Annoyance
Rite.
Ppl who whines after tests.
Ppl who keep on blaming themselves for the mistake they've made.
Ppl who keep on blaming others for the mistake they've made.
Ppl who are not thankful that they suffer.
Ppl who are impatient.
Ppl who dun calm down.
Ppl who always wana know what others are talking about.
Ppl who always wana noe secrets.
Ppl who talks behind friend's back.
Ppl who use wealth to win others' hearts.
Ppl who likes material stuff.
Ppl who are suicidal.
Ppl who pierce their tongues just for the sake of showing off.
Ppl who writes a piece of argumentative essays, praised by teachers but when read, it's like shyt.
Ppl who has good oratorical skills, and tries to compete with a loser to really determines who's the best one.
Ppl who talks too much.
Ppl who talks too close to others.
Ppl who always wana stick to a certain group of friends only.
Ppl who invent viruses.
Ppl who come to school for fame and not for education.
Ppl who are rude to teachers and elders.
Ppl who says that life's a living hell.
Goodness' sake. Life is every bit we should enjoy.
-The list goes on-
These ppl annoys me.
Those simple words to understand at~~8:11 AM
Persona
Run Anujra Etb Mirak
The world from the rear view mirror becomes further and further away as if saying goodbye
You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful
I use my eyes to pursue you, yet I hear your tears
Outside the car window is my missed opportunity
Your position and mine is separated by tears
The street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you
You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you
Around the steering wheel rotates my feelings of regret
I accelerate to escape the lingering sadness
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances
Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings
-Yi Lu Xiang Bei [Towards the North] from http://www.jaychou.net.portal