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Friday, June 24, 2005*
The Day You Went Away
Guess we live to learn
We live to learn to adapt to things
and when it's time you go away
You leave your name and your contributions
People respect you if you do good
People would step on your picture if you do bad
A new topic to continue on...
There's 2 more days for me to complete.
And guess what?
I haven't start on any revision, which I had plan to.
Hmm, let's not blame it on laziness, shall we?
It's all in the mind. If you are very strong-will, everything would be done.
All the things that you want to complete would have been completed by now.
My regrets? Nothing but DNT. I haven't completed my artefact, before 1st July, I've to finish it.
Hmm. I think I shall do my thing. What I am skilled at. That is last minute work.
I'll give you a scenario example. A real-life situation.
It was the first day of NCO Course. I was suppose to email the powerpoint slides to Zul before the day itself. However, I totally forgot about it and slept throughout the day, thinking about DNT.
The next day, I woke up because there was a call for me. It was Syahiran. He asked me to email all the powerpoint slides right away. And I said to him, ok I will. Actually, I was already on the loose inside. Coz the cause of the delay was I have not finished my slide! That was the only slide tat was not available. Everything was already saved except for my part. So, I decided to push myself and right away did the slide which was due 2 weeks ago. And voila, I did it in only 15 minutes and send the powerpoint slides right away. No one could detect the last minute work.
Now this had to happen to my DNT artefact, I bet the first week of school, we would struggling on the artefact and presenting it to Ms Cheng without her detecting the last minute thing. IF only Mr Hazmi could save our arses and put in a good word for us, but he had said if only he could help all of us, now it's all up to us to save our arses. Hmm. Very deep words though.
I am seriously waiting for DNT to be completed and done with. Then, as I've said umpteen times, I would be free of DNT and can concentrate better than anyone else can.
I've left with 4 months to O Levels. No one could describe the feeling I am going through. Well, maybe those who have gone through O Levels would know. Haha.
[my brother's going out? Hmm.]
There's no tuition today. Broughtdown to tomorrow. Hmm. My weekends would be packed with last minute stuff. Also, on Monday I would have to pay my 'debt'. Left three more days.
I guess today's entry is not that sophisticated. Oh well... I'll save it till the day that am I really emotionally packed with words. Hoho.
-Umeboshi-
Those simple words to understand at~~3:10 AM
Persona
Run Anujra Etb Mirak
The world from the rear view mirror becomes further and further away as if saying goodbye
You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful
I use my eyes to pursue you, yet I hear your tears
Outside the car window is my missed opportunity
Your position and mine is separated by tears
The street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you
You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you
Around the steering wheel rotates my feelings of regret
I accelerate to escape the lingering sadness
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances
Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings
-Yi Lu Xiang Bei [Towards the North] from http://www.jaychou.net.portal
