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Tuesday, June 21, 2005*

You Listen

I knew that there's only a chance to yesterday
Now, I feel so tight up as my dream has not been fulfilled as it should
so much for waiting from dawn
so much for staying till the dusk
Now it feels like I have nothing left
I've lost it
The opportunity was there and I should have grabbed it
but i didn't grab on it
How more foolish can I get?
How more ugly can this perspective I use be?
How can I conclude this self about me?
I have a mixture of feelings instilled inside
It's dangerous coz this is the first time I feel this way
and I better back myself away from the monster deluding in the inner part of me
It's just too much
Too much to ask
And now he's going off
He's going away
and all I ask is to grab his wonderful talented hands
and tell him not to leave me
although i might be small to him
My affections for his piece of contribution are too huge
it's just too big
I knew he was going to be here
and yet I could not make the effort to even move a finger
I was like a mannequin waiting for somebody to move me
not putting in the determination I am suppose to have
Maybe because...
I am telling myself I am fighting this alone
No one told me to bear this affection
I put this upon myself
I should meet my maker

-Have a safe trip Jay.-

Those simple words to understand at~~3:24 PM

Persona

Run Anujra Etb Mirak
The world from the rear view mirror becomes further and further away as if saying goodbye
You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful
I use my eyes to pursue you, yet I hear your tears
Outside the car window is my missed opportunity
Your position and mine is separated by tears
The street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you
You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you
Around the steering wheel rotates my feelings of regret
I accelerate to escape the lingering sadness
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances
Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings
-Yi Lu Xiang Bei [Towards the North] from http://www.jaychou.net.portal