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*.::To the Deeper Side of Me::.*
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Thursday, August 18, 2005*
Left Me Unberbual'd
-maths mock exam-
-Izzad commented my hairstyle is style-
-Ms Lai praised me for my speed in POA-
-Bai treat me as rival to compete in POA-
-Aqmar told me Zie is her Cuz, she just found out-
-Bodyslam's treatment towards me is Irky-
-Shikin [sec 3 netballer] is actually a nice-smiley girl whom I thought was some stuckup-
-Hilmi's Hairstyle blowed me away, positively and negatively-
-Just found out my brother's new hairstyle in school-
-Anas and Isa didn't get A1 for Malay Lang. O Level-
-Zizie's change of behaviour >from potential energy to kinetic energy<-
-Jay Chou's Charms-
I'm amazed, what can I say?
"Bukan Bodoh, Kurang Pandai Ajer."
Those simple words to understand at~~4:33 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005*
Tahukah Anda?
Do you know that...
I am so happy right now, that nothing can ever decipher this very emotion?
Haha. Believe it.
-Happiness.
Those simple words to understand at~~7:23 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005*
Chi Gei
Listening To Edison, spouting out his raps.
He sounds cool. I wish I understood him, but too bad.
Fortunately, the music's nice.
Oh well, it's done by Jay anyway, so I like it.
It's about war.
The never ending problem people face nowadays.
Wonder when it will end, God Knows.
Those tight atmosphere, crying toddlers everywhere.
People stabbing each other, hitting on each other.
police tried to barricade, tried to stop.
Nonetheless, nothing could stop those fiery emotions.
I am lucky enough to be living in Singapore, although we are prone to major attacks.
These major attacks could bring about the worst-case scenarios ever had in History.
We're small, but we are strong, coz public is transparent to the Government.
Together as one we would be able to counter any possibilities to bring us down.
No. Why must they bring us down? Just because we are Pro-US?
Well we need other countries for World Peace Collaboration, don't we?
Some people follow their emotions too much.
Some just couldn't care less.
Bo-Chap, people would say.
Some tried hard to suffer for the country, some even sacrificed their time.
Hmm. I wonder what would happen in 20 years' time?
20 + 16 = 36 years old Me.
I hope, Singapore would continue to survive by then.
Go Singapore, I have faith in you.
Those simple words to understand at~~9:28 PM
She is my lady.
Everytime, she don't care what others say about her.
I know she is my lady.
The only person that can get connected to me.
She is my lady.
She understands me too much.
Love is successful if a pure love is undefined.
It's all in the mind.
The most wonderful memories that I have is all with her.
Lately I have been missing the times.
And she is now far from my eyes.
I only get to see her smile in those pictures of the past.
And when I reminisce it back, tears start rolling down.
i tried to stay in disguise.
When the time returned to me.
She is there, waiting.
The opened arms that I see.
The sweet-smelling perfume she always have on.
I could sense her presence.
Running towards her, to find nothing.
But those frangipanis, those crimson ground.
Those birds chirping, the serene hounds.
They can never be disquised anymore.
Those tears I adore.
Those tears made my eyes sore.
I pray for her eternity, hoping that she prays for me.
I am not alone.
Those simple words to understand at~~6:28 AM
Persona
Run Anujra Etb Mirak
The world from the rear view mirror becomes further and further away as if saying goodbye
You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful
I use my eyes to pursue you, yet I hear your tears
Outside the car window is my missed opportunity
Your position and mine is separated by tears
The street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you
You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you
Around the steering wheel rotates my feelings of regret
I accelerate to escape the lingering sadness
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances
Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings
-Yi Lu Xiang Bei [Towards the North] from http://www.jaychou.net.portal
